Dying Wish

To Raphaëlle



Extase. Can’t stop lovin’ you.
Catalepsie. Vertigo in your eyes.
Névrose. Nothing but the shame.
Transe. Madness, again, always.

I wish I could kill you
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could ignore you
I wish I could scorn you

One by one, on my own, on the roads,
I used to believe you could save me
From this growing shade in my head.
One by one,
The flashes shoot me.
One by one,
The days hurt me.
On my own,
I walk along interminable fears.
On my own
I run after the scars of the past.
On the roads,
I learn how to regret my love.
On the roads,
I try not to ransack my memories.
I used to believe you could save me
From this growing shade in my head.
One by one, on my own, on the roads.

Extase. Can’t stop lovin’ you.
Catalepsie. Vertigo in your eyes.
Névrose. Nothing but the shame.
Transe. Madness, again, always.

I wish I could kill you
I wish I could hate you
I wish I could ignore you
I wish I could scorn you